Monica Renata

I reached for you and you let me fall Fall into the sadness of me With words so cold they […]

I write my wrongs in color So that I can clearly see The tragedy I caused to others And also […]

Painful,eerie silence Hear the needle drop Not letting the mind go idle Consuming all time with work Surrounded by so […]

You lack a bit of kindness Because you lack high self-esteem   You constantly treat others ugly Because nice you […]

Exception I cannot say I wanted you fully Because that is not the case You were part of my imagined […]

Shoe strings on my shoes Buttons on my shirt Water on a hot summer day Sunlight on God’s green earth […]

The dagger feels so good pressed against my flesh Signifying our undying love Love that cuts deeper than flesh Two […]

Wrong You will always find something wrong Whether it is her misplaced hair Or the way she double blinks her […]

In a world of grief and sorrow In a world where leaves fall from trees Do remember that life goes […]

You don’t know me anymore You don’t know me at all My eyes now shine different My smile is long […]

If I gave you 88 keys As we stand alone in a room You would play me softly Til sweat […]

Plant your seed and water it Watch your seedling grow Admire how it sprouts from soil And sometimes without rain […]

In God I trust this is true But my trust has been shattered And it’s not because of you To […]

I see you within me I see me within you Held tight together Stuck like glue Tied together like two […]

If you knew the way I was feeling If you only knew my thoughts Then maybe Just maybe We would […]

Feel my love Drench you like sweat On a hot sunny day   Savor me Like cooking That is only […]

You bring me to the highest peak Then have my life quickly dropping down Then round and round I cannot […]

I pray you catch me when I fall Fall from your dear arms As my cold body drops Feeling loveless […]

The pain was overwhelming Like hot tea burning flesh Toxic like poison Venom from the serpent’s nest As cute as […]

I hope you never lose that smile That smile I so dearly love I hope your life is full of […]

​Each day the sun rose And on the same day it did set My memories grow old But these memories […]

Full to the top To the very rim Can be warm and sometimes cold Euphoric taste Almost exotic Sun-kissed skin […]

If you knew How my heart rumbled Every time you were near If you knew How your scent Had me […]

You’ll never know If you did hurt me You’ll never know If you made me cry You’ll never know What […]

I’m afraid to hold your hand I’m afraid to feel your touch For I might be reminded of how I […]

The key doesn’t fit Yet I try anyways Holding it in my hand tightly Turning with all my strength   […]

Closed I keep it around my neck Never to reveal what’s inside For if I reveal what’s in that locket […]

I dug you two deep rivers With the strength of my two hands Tore through the earth with my fingers […]

Isn’t it funny How the tables turn Once you were feasting Now your hunger pains roar Isn’t it funny How […]

Have you ever been afraid to be happy? So afraid to crack open a smile Because the times when you […]