Holding it in constantly
Face is turning blue
Getting very dizzy
Don’t know what else to do
Waiting for it to happen
Who knows how much time is left
Eyes alert, yet closing slowly
Continue to hold your breathe
“Just because you are waiting for something to happen, doesn’t mean it will happen….
Death might happen before what you are waiting for comes..” -Monica Renata
hmmm..not where I want to be..makes me think about how much time I have left..Time I have left for what’s truly important to me (which I think about all the time and sort of afraid at the same time). I really complicate life when it isn’t complicated.