I used to write about you
For I thought of you every day
I wrote about how you made my eyes glow
And how you brightened my stormiest days
I sat and wrote with a smile on my face
I sat and wrote while in a daze
For I knew that words could not express
How you made me feel each day
I used to write about you
I wished you would never go away
I wrote of the past and present
But for the future I let my pen wait
I intertwined prayers in my writings
I spoke into existence the reality of your dreams
I wrote to let you know that I believe in you
Despite what my actions sometimes said
But one day our worlds separated
And I could feel my pen drop
And I didn’t attempt to retrieve it
Because I was in such shock
However, back again these few months you have resurfaced
And thoughts consume my head
Two worlds collided once more
And confusion clouds my head
For I knew that this story would continue once more
I found myself and I am here once again
I used to write about you and then stopped
But after years I finally can pick up my pen
“Always be kind to yourself. The most valuable thing you can ever lose is sight of who you truly are. “ – Monica Renata