As I lay beside you in bed one night
I felt my body become a corpse
For the love, inside of me has been drained
And my joy replaced with remorse
But inside my heart was a feeling which I felt within me deep
I loved you more than ever
But sadly, you did not love me
As I lay beside you in bed that night
I felt your arms grab me tight
You pulled me closer each time
And I knew this wasn’t right
Because in your sleep you loved me
Like I remember you used to
But in the morning when you wake, I’ll once again be nothing to you
As I lay beside you in bed last night
I pondered my next move
Should I be half loved or wait until a full love blooms
Drenched in the cologne of your chest
A fragrance I will miss if I shall never experience it again
I analyzed everything in the room
Because that day seems to be my last
So, this morning I’ll disappear
Until you know what you want
There is no need to fake love
For I understand that I cannot change your heart
So, until then I bid adieu and fade
Until you call upon me
My solution to the dilemma encountered while you were sleep
“Partial love is at times worse than hate. It is better to be fully loved than loved partially. “ – Monica Renata
