That Moment

That moment

That one moment 

That moment that you can’t get out of  your head

That moment that plays over and over and over

That moment you wish you could forget but yet always remember

You know….that moment

We all had that moment

That moment that we relive in our heads over and over again

We analyze it completely

And then we question ourselves

“What if I did this?”

“What if I did that?”

“Was it even worth it?”

“Could I fix it?”

“Is it worth fixing?”

Yeah… that moment

That moment can consume our lives at time

But what should you do? 

Just forget it? 

Forget it ever happened? 

I mean.. maybe it isn’t as such of a big deal as you currently think

After all, you might not even care

But yet….

You are thinking about it

You constantly wonder about it

…..But you still wonder if you care

Should you care?

You don’t know…

I don’t know either…

So yet that moment lives on

In your head

consuming your thoughts

Slowing killing a little piece of you

You develop doubts

You feel as though you are the problem

And then you place yourself in a state of isolationism

Cause that moment…

That one moment…..

Consumes you….

Confuses you….

And makes you question yourself….

Forever you cannot move forward

Frozen 

Confused

Hurt

You remain..

For you are stuck in that moment

But you need to move on