JAUNT (noun) – a short journey, especially one taken for pleasure.
My hands are shaky and sweaty
My heart is beating out of my chest
I can’t breathe easy even for a second
Time keeps replaying over and over again
My eyes are jumping a little
Yet tears won’t fall from my eyes
I can see what is in front of me
But it is multiplied by my eyes
Woozy is how I’m feeling
Nauseas at every look
I swear I hate paying bills
Each month I’m afraid to look
Balances after balances
Negatives and positives on repeat
Looking at every statement thinking
Was this something I actually need?
Life is full of luxuries
Many of us want Want WANT
But it isn’t a good feeling
When the paying bills is your new jaunt
“Be careful of your spending habits. If you are not careful, you will have yourself on a long journey of debt repayment…..Everything you may WANT isn’t exactly something you may NEED.” –Monica Renata
Definitely not a jaunt for me.I find nothing about paying bills pleasurable. Not a good feeling at all.